Being invisible

hello people,
I've noticed lately that I seem to feel very unimportant, I feel very un-needed I think that my whole life I've been viewed as someone I'm not. You see at school I'm that girl that nobody really knows, like people know I exist but don't really take any notice. I think this is because I'm not my true self at school I know for a fact I'm not, I just sit in class and I don't speak unless I'm asked to and I'm kind of sick of it. I feel like I'm a lesser person and that I'm being judged for something I'm not all I want is to be myself but I can't because I feel people perceive me as one way. It's not like I don't speak believe me I do but I feel like my words aren't important like nobody cares what I have to say all i ask is for my opinion to be appropriated and for me to stop being excluded from the banter for being quite.

That's it for now rant over,
And remember to make the most of the little moments x

Dear readers

Hello people, 

Long time no see. Look I'm sorry for not posting for like a year but hears the truth of it this year I've been through ALOT and I know that's a lame excuse but I have been. Here's just a few things

Number one. I'm not homeschooled anymore 

Number two. The reason for me not being homeschooled is because I battled my anxiety and beat it two the ground (booo anxiety)

Number three. I think I realise why I keep getting this anxiety 

Number four. I haven't been blogging for fear of it being used against me which gave me anxiety 

Number five. I felt like what I was posting was too generic like everyone else I think I just need to remember to be myself.

But I've got it figured out now :) I think don't jinx it. I really want/need to hear your guys input to all this I urge you to comment and please subscribe to this blog. No schedule I don't know when I might need to post or rant so I'm not going to schedule it. 

Hope you had a good year so far tell me what it was like for you :) 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xx

Spring

 

It will get better

Hi people,

I wanted to write this blog post because I was feeling really crappy earlier today and I wanted to just write some thing to go out to all of you who have anxiety or depression problems. Listen you may be feeling so alone write now or be panicking or worrying it may feel horrible right now but it will eventually subside. Remember you are not alone we are all in this together (please excuse the high school musical quote it's not  intentional) You may feel like no one gets it and no one will understand but I get it. You may feel worthless but you are defiantly not you are Important!!!! And never let anyone tell you otherwise. If your worried about what people think of you don't there already to busy thinking about themselves. It may seem like the most impossible thing right now but you will feel better. And together we can all get through the pain in the but that is anxiety and depression. Tomorrow will be better!

That's it for just now hope you liked this post.

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Makeup experiment Friday

Hi people,

it's Friday you know what that means it's time to experiment with all your makeup some people like to go out and socialise but I prefer to spend my Friday nights copying makeup tutorials and whatching Netflix. Friday is the day of the week where I have no where to be so what do I do practice makeup this way if you end up looking like a panda because of how much eye shadow you put on or if you go to heavy on the bronzer and look like an ompa lompa (I have no idea if that's how you spell ompa lompa) no one will ever know. So have a good make up experiment Friday! 

 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Ps: sorry I haven't uploaded in a while 

My baby lips favourites

Hello people, 

(Disclaimer I am not bragging in any way I just thought you might want to see my lip balms) 

Today I am going to show you my top five favourite babylips. 

1. Cherry me- cherry me has a red tint and smells like cherrys this was actually my first babylips and is a repurchase. This is probably my favourite. 

2.melon mania- melon mania obviously smells like melons and although it looks pink in the package it actually turns out looking clear.

3.peach kiss- peach kiss is a lovely nude colour and obviously smells like peaches.

4.pink punch- this one has a tuti fruity kinda smell and is a lovely pink colour.

Peach punch- this one basically smells the same as peach kiss and it is just a clear colour. 

That's it for today 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Awkward Mac experience

Hello people,

Today I'm going to tell you about an awkward Mac experience I had. 

It was a Saturday morning and me and my friends had decided to go shopping. And the first thing we did was go to Mac. I already new what I was getting I was going to get New York Apple I went to a Mac employee and they said they were out of stock which I didn't mind so I just started looking at other shades. I was there asking for colours and shades for like 30 mins and each time I asked I could just see the employee getting more annoyed at me. Until I found  a shade that I liked but the name was a bit scratched of so couldn't quite see. So I went and asked and I said " can I please have plum daddy" *face palm* this resulted in her snickering, correcting me and me looking like an stupid. 

Hope you enjoyed 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Christmas haul

(Disclaimer I am not trying to brag in any shape or form I just thought you might want to see what I got:)

Hello people, 

I realised that I haven't done a Christmas haul yet. Let's just get on with what I got. 

1. 

I got mac ruby woo!!! I was so so happy when I got this one. It's like my little Mac baby. I love it so much!!

2. 

I got this adorable purse I absolutely love it. It's a burgundy colour and is from accessorise.

3. 

I got Tanya burrs lip gloss in the shade picnic in the park. It's a stunning pink shade. It's so pretty. 

4. 

I got the ultimate nail art collection it has everything I could possibly need to do nail art I love it so much my nail art game just went up a notch. 

5.

I got these alcohol markers I love them they are so much easier to draw with and blend. I love them so much. 

6.

I got a lot of lovely goodies from my friends. Let me just tell you that sweet vanilla candle smell AMAZING!! 

7. I got just dance 2016  I love it so much    theres not much to say about it other than its amazing!!!! 

8. 

 

I jot this beauticology Christmas set. It smells amazing! 

9.

I got this giant Olaf tsum tsum because im secretly 5 inside. 

10. 

I got a bunch of American candy from my brother they taste sooooo good haven't tried them all yet but those Oreos are goals. He also give me a very cute water bottle to try and counter act the unhealthyness I don't think it I'll work. 

11. 

It is the Guinea pig piggy bank. I love him/her. He/she is so adorable can't think of a better way to store money. 

That's what I got for xmas I am extremely thankful for what I got. Hope you had a great Christmas 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Mac haul

Hello people, 

So l recently got some Mac products so I thought I would do a haul. These are my first Mac products and now I have got addicted. I don't mean to be bragging I just thought you might want to see some swatches. 

1. Ruby woo- I got this one for Christmas  I love it is super matte. The finish is retro matte and it is a beautiful red colour. It is just stunning.   

 

2. Brave- brave is a beautiful nude-pink it is a satin finish I love it. 

3.plum dandy- this is a frost finish it is a pink colour and is very shiny. I love it . 

That's all I got hope you enjoyed

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

The kangaroo

Hello people,

It's time for another embarrassing story!! Ahh yes the part where I cringe at all of the idiotic things I've done. This one is from a while back. 

I was about 7 or 8 and I was going to my grandmas house to stay the night. Everything was completely normal until my grandma asked "do you want to see our new kangaroo?" I mean of course my anwser was yes. I got so exited I was jumping up and down. We turned the corner and I was confronted by a yellow van like car. I was so confused that certainly was not a kangaroo. Then my grandma asked " what do you think of the kangoo?" Oh that's right l had confused the adorable animal for a car name. Yeah then my whole family started to laugh. I was even awkward when I was young.  

Hopefully you enjoyed that post that's it for today .....

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

The schedule

Hello people, 

It's New Years ;) hope everyone is having a great day. Well Blogmas failed :(. I'm really sorry about that but I was busy spending time with my family and Friends. I have decided to upload on Fridays and Sunday's there might be a few suprise posts through the week.

Any way I hope you all had a great xmas and I will be uploading a new post later. 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx 

Blogmas day 20

Hello people, 

So I may have not wrote a post in ages I have been busy seeing my family and friends. But I thought I may as well write a post when I can which is now. Enough of the boring stuff on with the post. 

Christmas decorations are a great way to feel festive. Here are some ideas on how to make your room more festive.

1. Christmas bunting. Christmas bunting looks really cute in any room all you have to do is cut out cardboard triangles write your festive message or draw your Christmas pattern then poke two holes on each triangle and thread through the string. 

2. Christmas tree. Obvious one I know but this is one of the essential ways to be festive. 

3. Paper snowflakes. Basically all you do to make these is cut out a snowflake shape on paper and hang them up. 

That's it for today 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xx

Blogmas day 11

Hi people, 

So for this post I thought it would be a good idea to talk about Christmas shopping. Christmas shopping can be one of the most stressful things about Christmas. Here are some tips on how to survive it. 

1. Diy a gift. It may be tempting to just go out and buy something but sometimes it's just nice to know you don't have to go out in the cold and face the squabbling mobs of last minute shopping. 

2. Go shopping with a friend. I find it ten times easier to shop with a friend it makes the whole stress of finding the right gift easier and plus they might have some good gift ideas. 

3. Online shopping. Why not just avoid all of the crowds and shop online plus instead of going outside you can whatch Christmas movies. 

That's it for just now hope you enjoyed,

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Blogmas day 10

Hi people, 

So this Blogmas post I thought I would help you get in the festive mood. Here are some things you can do to feel more festive. 

1. Christmas songs are a great way to get into the festive spirit.

2. Christmas candles are the way of making your house smell of Christmas whenever you want. 

3. Christmas movies are the ultimate way of feeling festive. There is nothing more to  say other than go watch one if you are needing a festive boost. 

Do all these things at once for the ultimate festive feeling. Hope you enjoyed these tips,

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx 

The trouser incident

Hi people, 

I have a lot of embarrassing stories this usually comes down to the fact that I'm a really clumsy person and just generally awkward person. So I thought if I write all of these stories down we can all laugh at my awkwardness together. 

I'm going to tell you about one of my awkward stories today because if I told you about all of them this post would turn into my life the first story I'm going to tell you about is the trouser incident. 

It was in the Summer holidays and l was at a rehearsal for a play I was in. Everything was fine until the TROUSER INCIDENT. It was time to go over the dance routine, I was in the middle of the dance and then the person behind me said "is that a rip in your trousers" as soon as the dance was over I ran to the bathroom to see if it was true I assumed she ment a small rip on the back of my leg but oh no it was massive rip across my but area. I didn't know what to do the  rehearsals weren't near my home and I was getting a lift back with one of my friends. So I decided to wear my jacket the whole time which lead to a sweaty head and not being able to bend down.

So that was my first embarrassing story  hopefully you enjoyed it. The important thing is at that at that time it felt like the end of the world but I'm fine now and I just look back and laugh at it. 

Leave a comment about one of your embarrassing stories. 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Blogmas day 9

Hi people,

It's Blogmas day nine so I thought for this post I would talk to you about Christmas candles. Christmas candles are buy far one of my favourite things about Christmas. Christmas candles always get me in the festive spirit. Be warned once you smell a good candle you may never want to put it down. I thought I would tell you about some of my favourites.

1. Yankee candle apple cinnamon crumble this is definitely one of my favourite scents the best way to describe it is imagine it's cold outside and you just took a warm apple cinnamon crumble out of the oven. Even thinking about it makes me a bit hungry. 

2. Tesco wild berry this candle smells amazing there is no other way to describe it. I like to burn it with sweet vanilla for the ultimate Christmas scent. If you live in a country without tesco any berry candle will probably work the same 

3. Yankee candle cherry ice I love this scent it's a really good scent for people who don't really like spice scents but it's not to sickly either. 

So that's some of my favourite Christmas candles I could write about tons more but this blog would turn into a candle blog. 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

My anxiety: Panic attacks

Hi people,

So I just realized that I didn't tell you about my anxiety. I have mixture of different types of anxiety problems so I thought I would tell you about them one by one. The first one I am going to talk about is my panic disorder.

Panic disorder is basically when you have a lot of panic attacks which isn't always that convenient. For those of you who do naught know what a panic attack is the best way to describe it is the worst feeling I have ever experienced not really because of how you feel at the time but how you feel after it.

Panic attacks are a response your brain has when it thinks something is scary. Panic attacks only become a problem when you start to get them for things that are not in reality scary but your brain thinks it is

That's it for just now    and remember to make the most of the little moments xxx    

Blogmas day 8

Hi people, 

So for my first post in Blogmas I thought I would write about some of my favourite Christmas memories.  

1. One of my favourite Christmas memories are the Christmas sleepovers I have with my twin cousins they usually consist of lots of Christmas songs, hot chocolate, Christmas movies, cute dog costumes and of Christmas baking. 

2. My second memory is Christmas party's with my whole family. This is probably my favourite Christmas memory  it's the best thing we eat loads of food, make utter fools of ourselves on the dance floor and play loads of those awkward table games. They are usually very awkward but in the best way.

3. My other favourite memory is of course  Christmas Day I mean who doesn't love Christmas. I think Christmas is better than any birthday because you are not the only one who gets to feel special everyone is in a great mood and there is no better present than seeing someone's face light up when you give them a gift. 

That's it for today's Blogmas tell me some of your favourite Christmas memories in the comments section. 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx 

Blogmas

Hi people, 

Since its December I thought I could do Blogmas. I know it is a bit late but hey better late than never. Today is the 8th and I'm going to post something later it will not always be Christmas themed but hopefully you enjoy it :) 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Hi

Hello people,

You probably just stumbled across me while you were on blogger, anyway I'm getting of topic let me tell you a bit about myself. 

My name is Beth l live in Scotland uk (no I am not wearing a kilt) I'm 13 and I love animals. I also like baking, art, chocolate, and makeup (even though I am really bad at it). I also have bad anxiety problems:( I am writing this blog just to have fun and hopefully entertain you with some of my weird stories, also to make people reassured that have anxiety and hopefully we can get through anxiety together:). 

So this is my first post hopefully someone  will read it and stick around so we can laugh together at all the stupid things I do. That's it for just now  and remember make the little moments special xxx