Being invisible

hello people,
I've noticed lately that I seem to feel very unimportant, I feel very un-needed I think that my whole life I've been viewed as someone I'm not. You see at school I'm that girl that nobody really knows, like people know I exist but don't really take any notice. I think this is because I'm not my true self at school I know for a fact I'm not, I just sit in class and I don't speak unless I'm asked to and I'm kind of sick of it. I feel like I'm a lesser person and that I'm being judged for something I'm not all I want is to be myself but I can't because I feel people perceive me as one way. It's not like I don't speak believe me I do but I feel like my words aren't important like nobody cares what I have to say all i ask is for my opinion to be appropriated and for me to stop being excluded from the banter for being quite.

That's it for now rant over,
And remember to make the most of the little moments x

Dear readers

Hello people, 

Long time no see. Look I'm sorry for not posting for like a year but hears the truth of it this year I've been through ALOT and I know that's a lame excuse but I have been. Here's just a few things

Number one. I'm not homeschooled anymore 

Number two. The reason for me not being homeschooled is because I battled my anxiety and beat it two the ground (booo anxiety)

Number three. I think I realise why I keep getting this anxiety 

Number four. I haven't been blogging for fear of it being used against me which gave me anxiety 

Number five. I felt like what I was posting was too generic like everyone else I think I just need to remember to be myself.

But I've got it figured out now :) I think don't jinx it. I really want/need to hear your guys input to all this I urge you to comment and please subscribe to this blog. No schedule I don't know when I might need to post or rant so I'm not going to schedule it. 

Hope you had a good year so far tell me what it was like for you :) 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xx

Spring

 

It will get better

Hi people,

I wanted to write this blog post because I was feeling really crappy earlier today and I wanted to just write some thing to go out to all of you who have anxiety or depression problems. Listen you may be feeling so alone write now or be panicking or worrying it may feel horrible right now but it will eventually subside. Remember you are not alone we are all in this together (please excuse the high school musical quote it's not  intentional) You may feel like no one gets it and no one will understand but I get it. You may feel worthless but you are defiantly not you are Important!!!! And never let anyone tell you otherwise. If your worried about what people think of you don't there already to busy thinking about themselves. It may seem like the most impossible thing right now but you will feel better. And together we can all get through the pain in the but that is anxiety and depression. Tomorrow will be better!

That's it for just now hope you liked this post.

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Makeup experiment Friday

Hi people,

it's Friday you know what that means it's time to experiment with all your makeup some people like to go out and socialise but I prefer to spend my Friday nights copying makeup tutorials and whatching Netflix. Friday is the day of the week where I have no where to be so what do I do practice makeup this way if you end up looking like a panda because of how much eye shadow you put on or if you go to heavy on the bronzer and look like an ompa lompa (I have no idea if that's how you spell ompa lompa) no one will ever know. So have a good make up experiment Friday! 

 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Ps: sorry I haven't uploaded in a while 

My baby lips favourites

Hello people, 

(Disclaimer I am not bragging in any way I just thought you might want to see my lip balms) 

Today I am going to show you my top five favourite babylips. 

1. Cherry me- cherry me has a red tint and smells like cherrys this was actually my first babylips and is a repurchase. This is probably my favourite. 

2.melon mania- melon mania obviously smells like melons and although it looks pink in the package it actually turns out looking clear.

3.peach kiss- peach kiss is a lovely nude colour and obviously smells like peaches.

4.pink punch- this one has a tuti fruity kinda smell and is a lovely pink colour.

Peach punch- this one basically smells the same as peach kiss and it is just a clear colour. 

That's it for today 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx

Awkward Mac experience

Hello people,

Today I'm going to tell you about an awkward Mac experience I had. 

It was a Saturday morning and me and my friends had decided to go shopping. And the first thing we did was go to Mac. I already new what I was getting I was going to get New York Apple I went to a Mac employee and they said they were out of stock which I didn't mind so I just started looking at other shades. I was there asking for colours and shades for like 30 mins and each time I asked I could just see the employee getting more annoyed at me. Until I found  a shade that I liked but the name was a bit scratched of so couldn't quite see. So I went and asked and I said " can I please have plum daddy" *face palm* this resulted in her snickering, correcting me and me looking like an stupid. 

Hope you enjoyed 

And remember to make the most of the little moments xxx